My mother is kicking me out of the house?

you should apply for a job as soon as you move in to your bf's place. but i think the reason your mom is so mad at you is because she is probably jealous of you...i'm not sure if that is the case but she must of have something going on with herself in the past or something so she takes it out on you. i'm pretty sure she doesn't really want to kick you out...but there is nothing wrong with starting a new life either..sure it's scary at first but you become happier...trust me i've been there..(though not as bad as you) i had to get out of my religion (cult) and start a new life with my mom...i lost ALL my fiends and they never talked to me since....and i started at a new school...i was so much happier then...hope everything works out.